10/22
10/22
Did a show with a pretty clearly autistic guy tonight. It felt awkward. I kept making eye contact with myself in my mirror as a weird, personal escape route. I think I was escaping my own insecurities. He thought about every. damn. word. that he said and the silence between them made me panic. He was so damn nice.
I don’t know if I lived up to what he was expecting. He told me he was nervous and I could tell he was wearing a nice shirt for me. I took off my own shirt way too fast.
He put on a condom to cum. I’ve never seen someone do that on The Internet. He looked at me while he put it on. It was intimate.
Devin. I always cum the hardest when he describes eating me out. He had to leave and come back tonight so that I could break up my conversation with New Guy.
The mark from grabbing my thigh with New Guy last night has turned into two bruises. It grosses me out to look at.